Monday, July 28, 2008

Its one of those days...

Its one of those days where if i had a couple of days off i would hop into the car
drive until i got to him, run up to him, kiss him like tomorrow will never come,
and possibly never ever let go.

I want you back... and i really am not taking no for an answer...

just so you know.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

She's so Lucky

As one of my fav Brit-Brit songs goes..."She's so lucky, she's a star, but why does she cry cry cry..."

We are all scared of what lies ahead of us. We are all adults now. When did that happen? Our generation has replaced responsibilities and getting jobs done for procrastination, and Myspace surveys have helped us with this. HAHA So since I am supposed to be getting stuff done at work, I thought maybe I would put it off even more.

Are you dating the last boy you talked to? Who was it? No I am not dating anyone.
When is the last time you took a nap? It was a couple weeks ago.
What are you listening to right now? Switchfoot - C'mon C'mon Remix
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Paige
What was on your mind most today? So far I have only been up for about 5 hours. So coffee has been on my mind mostly.
Something that happened today that made you angry? So far nothing.
What are you drinking right now? Sugar-free non-fat, Vanilla Latte
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? I usually keep them inside, until i flip out.
Are you missing someone? Yes more and more every day.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no everyone
What instant messaging service do you use? Trillian
Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend? I dont have a brother
Honestly, what do you want more than anything right now? more coffee
What color is your hair?blonde
Who was the last person you hugged?paige this morning
Who was the last person you talked to in person?Judi Snyder
What are you doing tonight? we have a Relay for Life Team Meeting.
Quote a lyric from any song? Should have said no
Are you happy right now? yes
Is your phone beside you? always and forever haha
Are you cold? my feet are a little cold
First thing you do when you wake up? I turn off the alarm and then get in the shower
What is your ringtone?Jolene by Dolly Parton
What do your friends call you?Kay and Kayla
What is your pet's name? Reba
Do you have any siblings? Do you get along? Yes my sister Paige, yes
Would you prefer to date a celebrity?no way to much media
Are you good at keeping secrets?Yes
What kind of a mood are you in? I am great
Do you participate in gym class? A little
What are you doing tomorrow?Working same as every day
First person under 'Z' on your cell phone?Zack
What do you do when your stressed? smoke and drink
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?Nope
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush? Maybe
Last movie you watched?Six Feet Under Season 1
Has anyone ever sang to you? Yes
Do you have any family memebers out of state? where?Yes Illinois, Missouri, other state.
Next vacation?In October
First person to text today?Jenna
What is something that you say a lot? I know right
What is your favorite color?pink
What color are your eyes?blue
Has anyone told you they loved you yet today?Yes Paige
Do you like your parents?I love them
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?Eating.

Monday, July 14, 2008

All you need is one.

At this moment there are 6,709,952,431 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

They are not you..

They aren't, they never have been, never will be.

Jesus, why can't I just get passed all this. I thought I was.

I seriously need to find a new hobby or something, to keep my mind off of all this.

Friday, July 11, 2008

It's always been you...

You know that one? The one that its always been. There's days when you think they have left your brain, or your heart, but they always find a way to creep back in. I have one of those.

Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?

Do you know who you would want standing next to you? I do.

It's always been you.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Losing my V-card to Blogger :)

Sarah "Tabasco" Probasco totally gave me the idea that I should blog too. So since I totally suck at it on Myspace, lets see how much better I can get at it on here.

Might take me a little while to figure out how this whole thing works, so bare with me :)