Wednesday, November 26, 2008

High on life

Well actually I think I am high on cold medicine, that's basically been my life the last 3 days! I have decided I should have been a pot smoker a long time ago hahaha.... told you SP I told you!
So what ever I put in this blog please dont hold it against me haha.... Not exactly in my "right" mind today

So a new song my lil sister happened to point out to me...Thanks Midgit! Kinda scares the shit out of me. Its like basically what I have been saying... Rehab by Rihanna and JT. If you havent seen the music video, watch it! Its Dirty Hot as Midgit says. haha

I started Twilight...amazing book...its taking over me. Totally in love with Edward. haha The soundtrack to the movie is pretty good too. I am still working on Book 1 so I havent seen the movie yet. maybe next week. On the soundtrack there is a song called Bella's Lullaby, absolutly love that song. I am not a big fan of classical music, but this is just basically piano music. I love it. I could listen to it all day. I love that the book makes you think.

When you can live forever...what do you live for?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Wikied my Sign

So I kinda stole this idea from another blogger. I went to and "wikied" my astrology sign to see if it actually fits me. Here are the most common traits of my astrology sign.


  • Witty conversationalist, humorous
  • Freedom loving / free-spirited
  • Idealistic / believing
  • Moral, often having a religious streak. Righteous.
  • Intelligent / intellectual
  • Positive / optimistic
  • Honest / sincere
  • Confident
  • Enterprising, ambitious, devoted to their goals.
  • Energetic / active
  • Versatile
  • Adventurous / risk-taking
  • Independent / unfettered
  • Approachable / warm
  • Cheerful / likeable
  • Sympathetic / generous
  • Temperamental
  • Impatient / restless
  • Indiscreet, careless. Blunt.
  • Impulsive / spontaneous
  • Childlike

I am thinking most of that is true! Crazy!!! Now you go do it!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008


Oh my god....I cant take it....its in my brain and it wont stop. My heart isnt taking no for an answer anymore. It scares me so much. I actually dont know what to do about it. All I do is beat myself up about this, there has to be another way to know if its for real. I mean it wouldnt be there if it wasnt meant to be right? I left. For almost 2 years I havent been around it. But this last month it has been sooooo ever present in my brain and my heart.

Good god I am rambling and you guys have no idea what i am talking about....

Sunday, November 2, 2008

What I want...

As a tip from Tabasco's blog, I am going to write about what I want...not gonna lie this could get interesting.

What I want in my life...

  • I want to be truely and fully happy
  • I want that spark in life, the one that makes you so excited to get up everyday and live life.
  • I want a love thats everlasting
  • I want all my debt to just wash away
  • I want a bigger closet in my room
  • I want my degree from Oklahoma State
  • I want to lose the last 15 lbs i need to and keep it off
  • I want to drive to Stillwater, stop at 116 S. Kings St., throw open the door and apologize for fucking up that night.
  • I want a dryer that folds clothes for me. I hate folding.
  • I want to be closer to my friend Robbie, we have drifted apart i think.
  • I want to quit smoking one of these days.
  • I want to be able to stop after two drinks.
  • I want that one person to run to me, throw his arms around me and never ever let go.
  • I want to make love in the rain.
  • I want my family to know how much I love them and I wouldnt have made it through without them.
  • I want my sister to achieve everything she wants out of life.
  • I want Sugar-Free Vanilla Iced Lattes to become free everywhere in the world.
  • I want Colorado to be closer to Michigan.
  • I want to go back to those nights of partying on Katie's balcony at OSU or back to 807 S. Jefferson being a total lazy porch monkey.
  • I want the new Nickelback cd badly!

Ok so these are definatly not as profound as Sarah's list, but maybe i will update it soon.