Meant To Be?

On of my favorite quotes from OTH is:

"People who are meant to be, always find their way in the end."

Do you think thats true? Do you think if you are truely meant for someone that you will find them? With that being said, what do you feel about soul mates? Have you met yours? Do you know who your soul mate is? I do. Well i feel that i do. I feel I have already met him.

I had an interesting conversation with someone Saturday. It sparked a memory in my brain, well actually it sparked a bunch of old memories, but this one in particular is really weighing on my brain. Go back to that one day, the one day that if you could go back and change anything about it. What would it be? How would you change it? Do you think it would change everything about your future or just that moment in time?

For me...changing that one night would infact change probably everything about my future from that moment on. Had I drank so much that day I think my life could be completely from that day in May '08. I know I am the person that always says things happen for a reason, but this time i would really like to change that moment in my life. To those affected by that day, I am so sorry. There are only 2 people but still, I am so sorry....

P.S. If you read this, and by you I mean one person in particular, you know who you are, and if you feel the same way..."it's always been you."

Music Fun

**STOLEN FROM SARAH!!**
Pick a band and only answer the questions using song titles.

Band or Artist: Nickelback

Are you male or female: Little Friend

Describe yourself: Rockstar!!!

How do you feel about yourself: Feelin' Way to Damn Good

Describe your exboyfriend/girlfriend: Should've Listened

Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend: Love Will Keep Us Together

Describe how you live: Slow Motion

Describe how you love: Animals

What would you ask for if you had just one wish: How you remind me

Share a few words of Wisdom: Saturday's Alright for Fighting!

Now say goodbye: Good times Gone!

Update

Ok so since I was yelled at by Tabasco, I am updating this. Sorry things have been freakin crazy around me haha.

So here we go...

Nic and I have been together for like over a month now, weird! We went to Frankenmuth this weekend, well Friday night we did for Sweetest Day. Stayed the night there in a way way to nice of a hotel. Went out to dinner. Pampered me like a total princess, it was soooo great!

Mom, dad and i sat down tonight and thought up a bunch of new ideas for Curves, pretty pumped about that! Big Changes!!

Oklahoma State won their Homecoming game this weekend! SOOO wish I could have been in Stillwater this weekend. Would have been way way to much fun.

Oh ya'll need to listen to Eli Young Band's new song Guienivere (sp?) I swear that they wrote it about my friend Sarah Probasco!! It is way to close to all about her. Listen to it today!!

all right there's ur update Sarah!

Smooches

Florida

So I am at the National Curves Convention in Orlando, Florida!

SO PUMPED I AM ON VACATION!!

So glad i got away!

I needed this break....

I will post more later about my trip

Changes

So much has changed in such little time...

People come and go...its an ever changing world. So I have started a new relationship. I have no idea where it will go but we will just see. Still part of my heart is set aside for that one. Who knows if that will ever actually work out tho.

Random random thoughts rolling around in my head right now.... Jason Ewing always told me, don't think it will only get you in trouble! Yeah thats what is going on right now.

Finished the painting i was working on. I will have to take some pics soon. Haven't given it to the person intended yet, haven't really talked to him in weeks. Fuck him! Oops did i say that outloud? Thought I said that in my head. I have been doing that a lot lately, not just about him, about other people too. haha

I have finally reached that moment in my life where Robbie's words have finally sunk in "Remember. You are the ONLY one that can make YOU happy. Do what will make you happy, not other people." I am so sick of trying to please every other person in this damn world. I am going to make myself happy now!!!! Any one that has a problem with that can take it up with the complaint department, they will be open tomorrow. haha

Long time no see

Ok I need to really start buckling down and writing on this blog before i totally forget all about it.

If the rain doesnt stop soon I am pretty sure our cows are going to float away...

I need a vacation. Get the fuck away from here....where should i go?

Every great story, has a beginning...

Its been a ok week so far. Didnt have to work on Monday that was nice, just basically lounged, painted my first painting. I did it for Paige. I think she likes it. It will match her room. Also it was the first episode of Season 6 of ONE TREE HILL!! Love that show. Basically has taken over my life, i think more than Grey's did too, scary! It was a great episode, definatly went the way it was supposed to for me!

Yesterday was hard to come back to work, but had breakfast with Jenna so that was good, we talked alot about this weekend. haha...lots of stories. Not that she wasnt there for like every moment of it haha.

Then in the afternoon I went to give blood, and the f-ers deferred me! That means I can't give blood that day. Well my blood pressure was 160/114. Supposably that is like freakishly high. Like the nurse kept asking me if i felt ok. She was kinda flippin out, so that made me a little concerned. This is like the 3rd time my blood pressure has been that high in like the last month. So I decided that maybe I should talk to my doc about it. So today at 2 i have an appt, we will see how great that goes.

Went for a walk with mom and dad last night. Walked about 4 miles, but the last mile i ran. It felt awesome. Haven't done that in forever. Then when I was done I was like maybe I shouldnt do that with my blood pressure so damn high. haha. So what I need is some rocking music to run to. So if you guys know of anyone that would be great for suggestions.

Got to hang out with the firebug again this weekend. That was good. Seeings I hadn't heard from him like 4-5 days. Boys are ass holes haha but this one has a way of just walking up, leaning down just a lil bit and going Hi Girls, having fun tonight? and my damn heart melts. its ridiculous! Ask Jenna, she will tell you how pathetic I have become. It was nice to actually get to spend some alone time too, we talked about random shit. Still have no idea where the hell we are at, but it doesnt matter, i just have fun being around him. Sara, Jessie, Jenna, and Becky have all said to stop being paranoid he likes me, but who know.....hahahaha ok i will shut up and quit rambling now. But I like him...have no idea how to deal with it....

But then again: "Every great story, has a beginning...."