Whatever.... I do what I want!

So just to get the story straight.

I am a big girl...I can take care of myself.

So please dont tell me who i should and shouldnt be talking to.

I like him, he likes me. Pretty sure you arent going to change my mind about it.

Great Quote

"Someone once said; 'It’s the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time. Me… I just wanna live a life I’m gonna remember. Even if I don’t write it down."

A problem

Ok so I really need to get back into the swing of writing on this thing. Its just been incredibly busy and i have been trying to deal with some issues in my life as of recently.

So my issues....i finally admitted to it, even told my parents, asked them for help, i dont want to live like this anymore.

I have a drinking problem and i need help! I dont want to end up like my nanna, most days she is just a waste of space holding a glass of vodka and ice.

I have no idea how to deal with this but i guess we will get it figured out soon. Also I have decided that i just need to change some aspects of my life. I think I am going to give going back to church a try, maybe. More than likely I will not go back to my church in Wheeler. I hate that place and i hate the way people are at that place. So I maybe looking for a new church.

Also, I have some new things in my life that I am trying my damnest not to screw up, like i usually do. And drinking all the time will not keep them around.

So life for Kayla is going to be a little different in the coming months. We will just have to see how this all pans out.

At some point I may be at my weakest moments in my life, and i know that my friends are strong, lets just hope they are stronger than my issues.

So the winds of change have blown in...

Not gonna lie...I have a new fondness for the Maple Rapids Fire Department...

hahaha, i wonder why? god I am in a great mood today, might be the extra large Latte I had haha

So this weekend should be a blast! SO EXCITED! We have Relay for Life Friday through Saturday, then going out for Jenna's Birthday!!!!!

For those of you that know Jenna, you should have your ass in Mt. P Saturday night. Give me a call and i will let ya know where we are at.

Smooches!

P.S. I hear the golf course calling my name...

Corona and Lime

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFf-PdGdRPY

I seriously think everyone should start their day out with this song. It has become my "new fav" song!!

Take the time and jam out a little!

Makes me want a Corona and Lime.


Smooches!

Hellaciously Busy

Good lord this past 30 days has been unreal! I swear it has been basically mach 10 pace since July 1st. First it was the Rodeo Committee, then the Party Down the Pine, and this weekend its Relay for Life. Then two weeks later we have the sale at our house. Crazy ass busy!! But in that time we have been having the time of our lives haha...